I wonder if you’re sleeping. which makes me wonder what you’re dreaming about. & what position you’re body is in. or if you’re on the couch or the bed. maybe you’re writing more beautiful songs. writing down words then scratching them out. with headphones bigger than oranges on your ears. I expect you’re wearing your pajama pants & probably your new favorite shirt. not your slippers because those are here. at my house. where I want you to be. next to me on my orange couch with my black & white dog. holding hands or somthing cute like that.
I found out my dads cancer is back.
please don’t tell anyone.